I just hate Monday, 18 February 2008

I don't know why, I don't know how, I don't know about tomorrow. I just hate Monday, 18 February 2008. I know this doesn't make much sense, but its been boiling within me for hours, and I just had to say this... I HATE TODAY!

MOOD :

I still feel insecure

I steel feel nothing

I still feel down n low

But Im sure its not sorrow

Sometimes, I feel unimportant

and mostly, inferior

Inferior to everyone

I feel like a loser

Loser in my own eyes

and maybe, others

Sometimes there is disrespect

In my own eyes

Wherever I am

Or whatever I do

I still feel like a loser

And maybe I always will

I dont stand up for myself

And preach the whole world

What a great loser

And left all alone

With only doubts n questions

All against myself

I reject myself proudly

I feel like a loser

I question my own beliefs

What can be worse

I love to cribble

And Even know that I am
I am just another loser wasting my time

With heads up in the sky

And I always dream

Only dream

Dream that I wish I could do that

But i think i will only dream

I feel like a loser

And maybe I always will